So I'm Brenden Mason, im going to post more eventually but to start the most important NEED HELP now, problem I've been experiencing everyday for over a year straight now is sharp poking from inside my body causing me pain, it happens most when I'm at work and school, sometimes I'll think about it not happening in a while and then it happens in that instance. When I'm at work and school is when things start to get riled up the most and become hardest for me to deal with. I've been shut down at multiple jobs for un-ethical reasons. I had a job at the end of 2025 delivering groceries in a box truck and had to leave that because I was on the road and the "pokes" started at an intense rate causing me to jump out of the truck before it was in park and basically wrecking the truck, so I declared it unsafe to keep that job. There is no concern for me or the safety of others as far as this goes, it just continues at times that matter the most for me to be on my P's and q's. I've also been harassed for no reason before by people who wouldn't have a clue who I was, (being that one of the times I was alone in a city where not a single person knew who i was), Theres been drawings in the dust of my car of the same symbol from "squid games", that they draw on ones casket after they throw them in there still alive. Squid Games is a television series that revolves around a secret contest where 456 players, all of whom are in deep financial hardship, risk their lives to play a series of children's games that result in death if eliminated. Only difference is, I never signed up for anything like that, all I was doing was making music and going about my life then 4 and a half years ago, on November 1st 2021, my life took a dramatic turn (being deceived thinking it was for the better and everything was about to happen for me), I got stuck living my life with hardships thrown my way that I could not tell anybody in fear of how they would look at me or what might happen. Then the physical pokes started happening 3 years later, now making it unbearable to live and all Im trying to do is get to the next chapter of my life. As I said I will post more as I figure out how to put it all in words.